Calling for Help: A Call I Received from a Friend Going Through Depression

"I still love you. I just wanted you to know I'm not well. I'm sick, and I'm trying to get okay. So anything I said or reacted to, I wasn't trying to make it about myself at all. I'm sorry, but I didn't mean for you to feel alone or bad or like I didn't care. It was never that I didn't care. I just have to get it together. Like I didn't wanna tell you, fucking like it's just embarrassing for me to tell you that shit is not well. Anyway, if I made you feel like you were alone or didn't care about you, I'm sorry.